Mona
I can't say anything do describe my feelings everytime I think of her. I never knew how much I really did love her until she went away. I just miss her so much... She didn't need to die... life's not fair. I hate God. I'm really too dumb right now to figure out just what she taught me, but I know that it is goin to stick with me for the rest of my life.
Doesn't she look so beautiful in tis picture...? I love her... I always will...
posted by Aveek at 1/18/2005 06:59:00 AM
11 Comments:
Aveek, I was intrigued by that "I hate God" in your blog.
Sri Ramakrishna has already said that:
* God is the container as well as the contained.
* Though there's posion in it, the snake itself is not affected.
He's also given an amazing allusion to how Brahman and Maya work together. Check out http://shastrix.blogspot.com/2005/01/maya-and-brahman.html.
Life's like that. Enjoy it while it lasts!
You should also read Fin (http://www.roalddahlfans.com/shortstories/they.php) by Roald Dahl (http://www.roalddahl.com/).
she is beautiful...
may she rest in peace forevermore, which i;m sure she will, for she knows that someone truly loves her- and true love has power greater than anything in the world...
your saying that you hate God is actually quite human. everyone who loses someone dear to their heart goes thru this phase, but that does not mean that you lose faith.
life has always been unpredictable; one should realise with time that it is actually like a book- each page turned is a new chapter...
challenges are given in order to make us stronger...always remember that.
i know that these words cannot make you believe, but these words are not meant to make you believe...when it comes, it should come from within you.
but i know that one day will dawn, when you will open your eyes and be able to see thing clearly, without the veil of hatred or pain before your eyes...
one day you will believe...
may God bless her soul...
anonymous,
i don't exactly hate god, assuming he does exist. I'm completely aethist, so... hehe... its just that if god did exist, then i would have one less reason to believe him... there's this huge debate about how i choose not to believe god. Notice that i never said i hated him, its just that believing in him/her/it seems to be a let down, thats all. I am even more than willing to accept that one day i will change my mind, for whatever reason.
Mona does look beautiful, and she always will. And i know that her soul will rest in peace. :-) thanks a million for comforting me tho... hehe... much appreciated...
one last thing: Who are you?!
just someone who likes to offer comfort to those in a state of unrest, like a well wisher...
Well thanks...! Somwhow it does seem to help... very strange... but yeah... Thanks!
Been there...
:) it never stops hurting :) trust me
But you'll learn to compartmentalize it
*hugs*
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